Reading
catsalot5510
I'm at work,  and just got done reading some great Supernatural fanfics (thanks nocandlemom!  Great as per usual).  Oooppss, is that my boss coming down the hall????

Signing off.

This morning
catsalot5510
Today I got up early and went to the gym to work out.  The class I wanted to take was full, so I ended up running on the treadmill for 35 minutes.

My reasoning for working out is three fold.  My first reason is to be in better shape, so that when I go up and down stairs I won't be so much out of breath.  The second is too loose wieght and there by feel better about myself.  I know I am buying into "society rules" when I think that,  perhaps if I'm "skinny" then guys might look at me and I might get a date.  I'm 48, never been married (came close a few times but it never worked out), no kids and feel pretty secure in my job.  So now I have gotten my career settled, I would like to concentrate on a relationship.  Where was I?  Oh yea, reason 3.  I love eyeing the guys while they are working out at the gym.

So anyway, about my love life (or lack there of) I have tried multiple dating sites (even paid for a few) but no success.  Never even got a nibble.  You would think that in all of Peoria, I could find someone out there.  Perhaps I'm too picky, or that I'm too shy and being picky helps keep me from stepping out of my "safe zone".   I ask my self why would I want a relationship?  I have great friends, supporting family and friendly neighbors (who look out for me).  Well, good question.  I think it is because I am getting older and would like to have someone to share my life with.  Someone to grow old with and support, while he supports me.  Plus, I just really think that  it sucks waking up alone!

Sheesh, what a downer.  Just call me Debbie!

Signing off.

Journal Entries
catsalot5510
So here I sit, staring at a blank white screen, with a curser blinking at me.  You would think that someone who isn't much of a talker (I judge that by my co workers around me) that I would have a lot going on in my head that I would like to get out.  Truth is, I really don't.  I don't know if this makes me boring or just superficial.  I have no what I would consider deep or profound ideas.  I have definite opinions, but rarely voice them, as I am not one to argue or even debate issues.  I believe what I believe and that is that.  Seems to me that it could be rude to argue your beliefs.  I wouldn't want anyone to challenging mine.  (Hey, doesn't  this thing have a spell check?  Oh, there it is at the bottom - *runs spell check*)  OK, I ran the spell check, but what is all that stuff on top.  Sheesh, why can't it just correct the spelling like Word does?

Signing off.

Posting an entry
catsalot5510
I have never posted before, so this is a test (which is making me late for work!)  Gotta go.

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